Well, I have loads of nicknames, but my current one is LT. Rem. My older brother gave me this name out of randomness. We allways call him TK because of his initials. He gave me my nickname because we always called each other Colonel and Lieutenant. LT. is short of Lieutenant but he told me that Rem came from a anime we used to watch. But Rem is short for Remnant...a word we use a lot. As to what I'm a remnant of...that's another question.

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 I collect stuffed animals every blue moon, and most of them are bears. My purple bear is Murasaki, and my white Valentines Day bear is Shiro. I also have a fat green frog that i recently bought from the thrift store...I named him Mr. Squishums because he's so huggable! ^_^ Other than that, I'll just rename things like my mp3 player and my flashdrive....so it wont get mixed up with other peoples stuff...and incase it gets stolen.

 To be truthfully, call kinds of music inspires me. I listen to music almost 24/7 and that's counting in my sleep!! Sometimes music calms me, other times it gives me a buttload of ideas. I've tried picturing a world without music...and believe me, that would be one dull, dark, quiet world. I rather DIE than to go without music. It helps me concintrate on my work, or gather ideas for a new character sketch.Ii love all kinds of music...but country. It's something about it that makes me hate it! >_< ugh! I bet, that if you take a class filled with students, and use a beat that they'll all enjoy, come up with a song that involves a lession, and teach them the song....if they like it I bet they'll do much better on the next test they're handed. Trust me, it works. None of my teachers taught me a song...but a fello classmate told me that one of her teachers did it and she remembered everything in order to pass her test. If they did something like that now, since the final exams are comming up...i bet a lot of kids would do better on the test.

just recently, me and a great friend of mine had a falling out...i thought maybe he knew to leave me alone everytime i walked away from him. curiousity killed the cat...and man did i murder him. all they wanted to do what figure out what was going on...why i was being so quiet...but i didn't think and went off on one of them. i didn't mean to snap like that. i did what i had to do and apologize to him, but it's all up to him now wether he wants to be my friend again or not. i mean, the way he was laughing on monday, i thought that he blew it over and forgot about it...but i guess things happen over night. i just wish i could go back in time and stop myself from goin off on him like that because it was wrong and not appropriate. i learened a lession and got a tatse of my own medicine and in my oppinion...it doesn't tatse all that sweet. i didn't think about the future, all i thought about was how i felt then, everything that was stressing me out, and trying to get away from brandon and shon so i could calm down...but i probly should have told them right from the start that something was wrong...maybe they would have cheered me up...or at least made me feel better. hell, they probably would have laughed it off like i should have been doing...maybe then i wouldn't have gotten myself into this hole. it sucks, not being abel to talk to someone that i looked up to, that i went to for help, someone that i trusted with my deepest and darkest secrets. i don't want to continue on like this...it pains me. i don't want to spend what might be my last year at normandy...weeping and feeling all of this pain, because i went and screwed up a friendship with one of my closest friends. he was like a brother to me, the understanding brother that i never grew up with. he understood my past, he probably knew more about me than i knew myself...and that's saying alot. i want to beable to talk to him agian...but it's all on him to decide that. i apologized...and i guess all i can do is that, and wait. you can talk to him if you want, but he might not listen to you about that. do what you must. i tried...and that's all that counts to me. god, in his eyes, i must be a total bitch...i'm probably lower than the dirt that he walks on. now that i think about it, i don't deserve to be his friend. i'll do nothing but bring him down and keep him from acheiving his goals. i ruined our friendship, and i'm sure there's nothing that anyone can do to mend it. he told me one time that he thought tears were beautiful...but if he saw me and my tears now, he probably would have said something otherwise. i hate it, and i don't want to go through this. i probably repeated myself more than once, but it's true.